Kahulugan ng Buhay

Unang araw ng paglikha, binuo ng Diyos ang aso at sinabihan, "Umupo ka buong arawsa tabi ng pinto ng bahay mo at tahulan lahat ng pumapasok o dumadaan. Para diyan, bibigyan kita ng buhay na may haba na 20 taon." Sagot ng aso, " Mahabang panahon yan ng pagtahol. Bigyan nyo na lang ako ng 10 taon." Pumayag ang Diyos. Ikalawang araw hinubog ng Diyos ang matsing at inatasan, "maglambitin ka at patawanin ang mga tao. Para diyan, bibigyan kita ng 20 taon ng buhay." Sagot ng matsing: "20 taon? Mahaba yata 'yun para magpasaya lang sa iba. 10 taon lang okey na, isosoli ko ang sobrang 10 taon." Muli pumayag ang Diyos. Ikatlong araw ginawa ng Diyos ang baka, at inutosan "Kailangan tulungan mo ang magsasaka sa bukid, tiisin ang init ng buong araw, mag anak ng guya, at mag bigay ng gatas sa pamilya niya. Bibigyan kita ng buhay na 60 taon." Nakiusap ang baka: "Napakahaba naman ng buhay na yan ng paghihirap. Sana 20 taon na lang at isosoli ko ang 40." Pumayag ang Diyos. Ikaapat na araw nilikha ng Diyos ang tao. Tuwang- tuwa siya sa sarili, kaya pinayuhan ang tao, " Kumain, matulog, mag laro, mag asawa, magpakasarap sa buhay. Bibigyan kita ng 20 taong buhay." Umangal ang tao: "20 taon lang? Pwede ba ganito na lang, akin na ang 20 taon ko, tsaka ang isinoli ng baka na 40 taon, at ang isinoli ng matsing at aso na tig- 10 taon, kaya 80 taon lahat?." Dahil sa giliw ang Diyos sa tao, sinagot niya, "Kung yun ang nais, yun ang makakamit". At yan ang dahilan kung bakit, sa unang 20 taon ng ating buhay puro tayo kain tulog, laro at pagpapakasarap lang. Tapos, sa susunod na 40 taon, mala alipin tayo sa ilalim ng araw nagpapakain ng pamilya. Sunod ang 20 taon tayo nag aala matsing para patawanin ang mga apo. At sa huling 10 taon nakaupo na lang tayo sa veranda at tinatahulan ang mga dumadaan. (Base on Jarius Bondoc's column in PSN)

After BASIC IT of Sir Nhed, and MASTERY of Sir Andy, Who's next in COMPUTER TECHNICIAN

Last Monday, that was March 22, 2010. I received again a CERTIFICATE OF COMPLETION in Mastery in MS - Office course. Now, nag aantay pa ako ng sched para naman sa nxt course na COMPUTER TECHNICIAN, sino kaya ang nxt trainor namin dun. Sana He/She have a quality of being a true Trainor, yun ba'ng kwela magturo, hindi boring. Nga pala, if you like to join to our party in HANBI( actually batch pala haha), mag enroll na kayo sa HANBI ICT CENTER in Brgy. BBN, Navotas City. Its free of charge kaya what are you waiting for.

Back to my emote( me ganun!!!) thanks nga pala sa mga Staffs and Trainors ng HANBI. Hindi ko sasayangin yung natutunan ko sa inyo. I will enhance this skills.

Changing of Emotions

Heart Broken

In the quiet of Darkness
In the stillness of Night
I still imagine you holding me tight

Your voice is the music
In my heart is the song
Please come to me now
Its me with you belong

Our love is so real
For it captured my soul
There's no other feeling
That makes me feel whole

When God made his angles
She made you for me.
There's no more mistaking
We were meant to be.

I cant live without you
I cant say goodbye
When i think of you hurtin'
The thought makes me cry.

Please dont give up now
because of my fears
Dont dwell on the past
Come dry all my tears.

As the moon is my witness
and the stars are my guide
I'll love you forever
I'll no longer hide.

Come lay down beside me
I cant wait one more day
To hear you still love me
The very same way.




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Transferring from Basic IT to Mastering MS- Office

In almost 3 months of class in Basic IT course, now we've received our certificate and jump to the next course in studying ICT. Last thursday, that was yesterday, our graduation venue was held on the Multipurpose hall of Navotas City Hall 4th floor. We celebrate our graduation from 3pm to 7pm( i think that was quarter to 7pm), there is a lot of food like fish fillet, the crabs shell, chicken(something saucy) and many more, and some of food is i hate the most. VEGETABLE!!!!!!.....( grrrrrreeee!!!!!)

We plan to have a Christmas Party on December 19, and that was saturday i think, in Sir Nhed's condo in Pasay City. I like the place of our party because in sir nhed's condo, there is a pool behind his place so we can use it for FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!..... ahaha......

Hey guyz... Students of HANBI.... If you want to grab all photos of our graduation, visit my friendster or facebook account. renzaljonabad@yahoo.com..... tnxz a lot

A heart worth breaking love story

Hello im Chelsea Marie Schroeder and this is my love story. I was single and happy. Then I met this guy who I never really noticed before…when I started talking to him it was so weird because I felt so…comfortable. I felt like I could be me, and I never felt that way about a guy before. He made me laugh; smile, and he just made me happy.

Then he asked me out, god I was on top of the world! We went out and we were so happy, but then, like an idiot, I broke up with him. I wasn’t ready to be taken I guess. Two years went by and I never stopped thinking about him. We were picked for each other’s team, fate! I started realizing how much he meant to me. Then one day I was checking my mail when I see I had a message from him. He was asking me out.

Of course I said yes I was in love! And we were together and we were both happier than we had ever been. For eight months we went out and didn’t have one problem we were so in love. I would do anything for him and he would’ve done anything for me. But then I got a different type of message from him…the four words I thought id never hear him say,” we need to talk”.

I was terrified. And, as I suspected, he was breaking up with me. My plan was to beg him and pled him to give “us” another chance, but then I found out the cold truth…he was with another girl. I was so hurt. But I didn’t show it; instead I tried to cover it up by yelling and screaming!!! He had betrayed me!! I cried for countless night, so many tears. I felt so weak. I let a guy do this to me. But he wasn’t just a guy to me, he was the love of my life and id still do anything for him.

For two long moths he was with that other girl, then I got a text from him…it said “wow your amazing I love you” I broke down and started to cry. He wanted me back!! I still loved him and at that moment I forgot badly he hurt me and how much he made me cry and I took him back. I was complete again my life was full. This time we went out I made sure that he would never want another girl. We were so happy again; we kissed, hugged, and even talked about our future together.

I was sure that he was the one for me. Everything was perfect again. Then I said something I shouldn’t have ever said, “I feel different around you anymore”. Big mistake. But he didn’t understand what I meant by that. What I meant was that I trusted him one hundred percent with my heart. But I didn’t have time to explain because I hurt him and I know I did. He wouldn’t text me back, answer my calls, or email me, nothing.

Then one night I was at a party and I tried to text him and he texted back! I was so excited but I knew he was still mad at me so I tried not to let it show. I explained what I had meant by what I said and he forgave me!! I was so happy I screamed and hugged everyone I saw! But I didn’t know then that that little fight would doom out relationship yet again.

So without knowing this, everything was fine and I was happy again. But then he started acting strange…he didn’t want to go anywhere with me. And yes he answered my texts but they weren’t what they used to be. Id usually just get simple answers like for example if I said, “I love you” he’d simply say, “ditto”. That hurt me. But I didn’t say anything because I was so scared that he would leave me again. So I just left it alone.

Then one day I got a text from him saying those four god-awful words, “we need to talk”. I literally fell to the floor. I texted him back saying, “Oh god please don’t do this again I love you and whatever I did im sorry ill change.” But he just said, “No we need to talk.” So I asked if I could call him and he said that was fine.

I called him crying my eyes out and I simply said, “ what did I do?” he had the nerve to say, “You didn’t do anything I just don’t want a serious relationship right now I mean im 14! Im not ready for that we should take a break.” And I agreed with him as long as he wouldn’t date anyone else and I could have one last kiss. We both agreed. I was fine with everything until I realized that one of my friends was dating him! I was not mad at her it wasn’t her fault.

It was his he swore to me he loved me and that he wouldn’t date anyone else because, after all, he wasn’t ready for a relationship at 14. I asked him about this and he denied it. Like a fool I believed him. But then I was checking my mail and I just wanted to see where I was on his top friends…I was at the very bottom…and the girl he cheated on me with was oddly close to the top as was my friend who I heard he was dating. That sent me over the edge…I texted him saying, “ Wow I plummeted to the bottom of your friends list!” he said, “K…sorry.” I was done.

I sent him a message back saying, “Okay listen forget about us getting back together because you obviously don’t give a shit about me. So have a good life.” And do you know what he said back to me? “Ok I will.” That was it. Not im sorry baby I do love you. Not even an im sorry. Just ok I will. So I was telling myself that he was a dick and I could do better. And I convinced myself that that was true for a long time. I even went out with this new guy who I really liked. But then one day it just hit me…im not over him. I love him. And when that day came I crashed.

I went into my room and stayed there for almost three full days just crying and crying and thinking about all the good times we had. And strangely enough I could not for the life of me remember any bad times. So I was hurt. This is what’s hard to admit…but I tried killing myself countless times. I thought if I cant live with him the what’s the point in living. And so we come to the present. I am sitting down typing this and balling my eyes out because I now realize how weak I am.

That a guy who hurt me so bad and who is not even mine anymore can have so much control over my life. I see him with her and I find myself wishing I were her, because then I would be with him again. And the saddest thing of all, even though I promised myself I would never let him hurt me again, I’d say yes right now if he asked me out…and that’s my love story. And you know what? I never did get my last kiss…

HANBI a better place.(ahaha)

HANBI is now my favorite place, not only a place of fun, and also for learning about Computer. Last October 27, 2009, all HANBI students and also some of the staffs, have a farewell party. We're very happy because we met each other again not only our 1-3pm batch, and also the 3-5pm batch. We have fun all day, and all night, and some of our classmates with sir Nhed, stay at HANBI until October 28 in the morning. Well well well, i also bring my 2 friends in the party, Mac and Jojie.

At that night, im very tired of drinking THE BAR, i feel i want to vomit a lot of water inside my body...... A few hours later..... i hear Paul and said " Si Omar sumusuka na!!!! ahaha"...... When i see Omar, i think we're both tired of drinking. But he didnt know that me, Paul and also Dong have a trip when Omar is sleeping. We vandalized the face of Omar like a wall (ahaha). We take a picture with him and also have a video, now the video is in youtube(Hanbi's Party, Hanbi's Party2). If you want to see the picture, you want to add me a my friendster acct.(renzaljonabad@yahoo.com).

Kanina, we answered a evaluation test. We write our suggestion that all HANBI student have a IDENTIFICATION CARD. Gusto kasi namin na makilala din yung HANBI as a model school, but for free. We never know when we see each other again, but guys, I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU ALL, MOST OF ALL OUR TEACHER SIR NHED. Thank you all.....

Renzaljonabad

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